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Currently Playing String Quartet Tribute to the Red Hot Chili Peppers By Louis Allen, Red Hot Chili Peppers [rock band], Stevie Wonder, Alex Wurmbrand, Eric Lea see related

I feel like i'm locked down, can't leave. its the same thing. i want to travel, to live in the city, to fall in love a thousand times. I want to be great , bigger than ever, i want to be known. I want to be beautiful and daring. Obvious yet subtle. To hold up my head but stay under control. I want to take away your pain, but never let it touch me. I want to run somewhere, not stopping for anything or anyone. I want to be on the cover of your magazine, the front page of your newspaper , the back of your mind. I dont want to stay here, i want to be out there, in the better places, the wild places , the new places. I want to sing louder, dance harder, drive faster , kiss slower. I want to never think again about what anybody thinks about me, and i want to be free.  I dont ever want to be pollitically correct , and i want to have ambitions. I want to rule the world, or at least create my own. I want to see the moon , but not from down here. i want to taste the water deeper than anyone has ever tasted. i want to hold your hand just because it fits. I want to stay myself, but forever change for only me. I want spin so fast the world gets blurry and i want to fall but in the end i want to fly. <3

a chill night with my babes - i love you girls so much. You mean the world to me <3 How could you not love these beautiful dollies<3

Yess!! i finally got my favorite song EVER on here! Red Hot Chili Peppers "Road trippin'" turn up your volume <33

I feel like i'm locked down, can't leave. its the same thing. i want to travel, to live in the city, to fall in love a thousand times. I want to be great , bigger than ever, i want to be known. I want to be beautiful and daring. Obvious yet subtle. To hold up my head but stay under control. I want to take away your pain, but never let it touch me. I want to run somewhere, not stopping for anything or anyone. I want to be on the cover of your magazine, the front page of your newspaper , the back of your mind. I dont want to stay here, i want to be out there, in the better places, the wild places , the new places. I want to sing louder, dance harder, drive faster , kiss slower. I want to never think again about what anybody thinks about me, and i want to be free. i never want to throw up to make myself pretty for you.  I dont ever want to be pollitically correct , and i want to have ambitions. I want to rule the world, or at least create my own. I want to see the moon , but not from down here. i want to taste the water deeper than anyone has ever tasted. i want to hold your hand jsut because it fits. I want to stay myself, but forever change for only me. I want spin so fast the world gets blurry and i want to fall but in the end i want to fly. <3

can't wait for thiss!!?? the year is two thirds overr and I can't wait until school's over. Spring Break i'll be in Cocoa Beach! Cannot wait to feel the sand, catch some waves and some rays, and oh yea.. go see mickey mouse ;p

Boarding with the girls on saturday. Cheers to an entire day of falling on our asses.

Sometimes All you need are chilly nights and warm thighs because theres nothing like  being held <3

 These days are rushing by so fast, and it seems like everyone takes it for granted. I can't tell you how many times i've heard "i can't wait until I grow up.." but honestly its not so great to be focusing so much on your future, because its takes away from where you are now. of course everybody wants to get older..drive, drink, go to college and its awesome to be excited about it, but isnt the ride there the best part. The way people keep acting these days, they are going to wake up one morning and wish they were young again. Think about it..the best part about something is the excitment before it happens. It whats makes it so special. Once its over, its over forever so cherish these highschool years, because you can never get them back <3 

Happy birthday to my doll faces <33

You know, its funny how you think that you can trust a person,
           but love always ends up a crash landing,         
                 and they put you through some kind of hell, 
                           but you know it was worth it ;; 
                                      he was some kind of wonderful, 
                                           and You were some kind of crazy

   Happy 2005 !Midnight tomorrow!